It's all in my head.

When you love someone, you create an imaginary person of who he is and what you want him to be to you. It's perfect and all, until he does things you don't acknowledge him to be just like how you want him in your head and you become upset and start thinking, "he has changed...", "why did he do this to me... why did he behave like that?", "is he still love me?", etc...

It's all in your head. What you think, you will become. It's crazy but all you need to do is control yourself. Don't be a slave of your negative thoughts. It's okay to sometimes trust your own instincts but don't believe the negative scenario you make and make things a hell lot of more difficult than it already has.

I'm not telling you to stop thinking, I'm just telling you to control your thoughts 😉

Hectic Day, Hectic Mind

Today was pretty hectic. Not with the reality but in my mind. I created a scenario every single day with worry and anxiety, that some people I loved, might leave me any minutes. It scared the hell out of me. The saying, "your mind is your own enemy" was true.

I wanted my scale to always be in perfect harmony and peace. But sometimes, the people I loved were the one who tip my scale off. I hadn't even had enough time to put my scale on balance and here they came again, tipping my scale off.

Some things happened for a reason. I wished I knew what the damn reason was.